Yes, we are leaving for California tomorrow. We are taking our 6 year old to Disneyland and Universal Studios. Vacation, yay. We decided to do Disney during his fall break. Spring break is usually a very busy time in the hospital where I work, and trying to get time off during this time is almost close to impossible.
I was pregnant this past spring break and promised Jason we would take him somewhere for his spring break next year. I remember telling him, "We'll take you and your brother to Disney."
Right after Ethan died, Jason asked, "Mommy are you still going to take me to Disney?"
Me: "Of course, Jason, why do you ask?"
Jason: "Because when you were pregnant, you said you would take me and the baby, but now that Ethan has died are you still taking me?"
So, yes we're off to California. Ethan is not here anymore. But he will be with us, in our hearts, while we are in Disney. Now and forever.