Thursday, August 21, 2008

This is my story...

I lost my baby May 23rd, 2008. He died of a cord accident at 32 weeks, double nuchal cord and true knot. He was 4lbs 3 oz, and 18 inches long. He had beautiful black hair, curly just like Mommy's. He had my mouth and eyebrows. My chubby cheeks. His fingers were beautiful and long, he had piano hands. And his nose, unbelievable, the most beautiful nose ever. He is my little angel.

I miss him so much!!!
Sometimes I wonder how I can go on living when my baby has died. I just want to hold him and kiss him and tickle him and play with his little stinky feet. I miss you Ethan!!!

4 comments:

Niki said...

I am so terribly sorry for the death of your son, Ethan. I wish that no parent would ever have to go through the heartache of losing a child! I wish I could find the perfect words of comfort, but sadly they do not exist. I do send many cyber hugs and true understanding from a mother who knows your pain. I wish you much healing in your grief journey.

CLC said...

I am so sorry for the death of your son Ethan. It's the worst thing imaginable. This is a supportive community though, so I am glad you found us. Sad that you had to find us too. It breaks my heart everytime I see a new Mom join this club.

Dr. Joanne Cacciatore said...

I am so sorry about Ethan's death. There really are no words at all...

Lisa DG said...

No one wants to be part of this club. Hopefully this blog will help you to find comfort and move you along the path of healing.